I realize that when someone worries about you its only because they care, touching, I know. But recently it has been a cause of much frustration on my part. I guess I just have a really hard time with people worrying about things that are outside of their control. I mean really, I have lived 1500 miles from home for 3 years now. I have survived a summer in Washington D.C.. I have gotten knee surgery and dealt with the health insurance being out of the coverage area (actually twice now). I would like to think that I am a pretty self sufficient individual.
I know this trip coming up is really long but honestly I don't see the need for others to worry as much as they are. What is going to happen to me on this trip that couldn't have happened when I road from NY to here? or from here to DC? Is the worrying in anyway being productive? no Is the worrying about any event that can be controlled by someone else? no
I guess I just don't see this trip as out of the normal, maybe its just me being young and naive but it just bothers me that my trip is making people worry to the point that they are taking it out on people other than myself that really have nothing to do with it.
O well, its just the name of the game I guess.
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